Wednesday, March 02, 2005

you're just too good to be true

So. It's like my dad always told me. If something seems to good to be true, it probably is.

I should've known. I was having too much of a good time on NoCount. And so it is. In spite of keeping pretty well to plan this week, inspite of exercising 5 days out of 7, I have staying the feckin same. Stayed the same.

I was so gutted, I started crying at fatclub. I cannot eat any better than I did this week. I ate properly, I resisted urges to binge, I did what I thought I had to do. If I can't lose weight after all that, I feel like maybe I can't lose weight at all.

I will go back to counting points tomorrow. Tonight however is given over to a box of skinny cows and a bottle of wodka.


Jude said...

poor claz :( if you keep it up you will lose

M@rla said...

Sweet Clarrie! Oh, I KNOW. I've had the same experience, too too many times. I've been in tears, saying "it just isn't physically possible for me to NOT lose weight, doing what I'm doing."

I wish I knew the answer - I'd make a billion dollars selling it.

But please keep trying. Try something else. I don't know what. Exercise your arse off, that's better than not being able to eat. Eat nothing but skinny cow and vodka for a week (THAT'S a diet I can get behind).