I want, I want, I want

I want chocolate, I want mars bars and snickers and chocolate peanuts and lion bars and huge enormous bars of whole nut dairy milk, I want a mountain of Green & Black chocs, I want easter eggs, I want to run riot in a Thorntons shop, I want I want I want ...

But I also want

• to lose weight
  
• to be proud of myself
  
• to not have a huge wobbly stomach
  
• to buy clothes in normal shops
  
• to deal with/overcome/work through/magic away my emotional needs to eat
  

So I will go and have a nice candle-lit Lush-ious bath instead.